Write right?

Well today everything came to a close. My wife and I are getting divorced. I am not sure how I feel because it hasn’t sunk in yet. Or maybe it has and I am dealing with it. I do not know because I have never had to deal with this before.

The one thing I can say is that in an odd way I feel closer to her now than I have been in a long time. I feel like I just lost a wife but gained a new friend.

It was a long road but now I have closure on this chapter of my life. Now it is time for me to write a new chapter.

I’ll be honest with you I do not know what to write. I feel like I am just typing babble and it just may be.

Right now I am going to sleep on this and ask God to lead me on a new path. It is all I can do now.

I do know that I have made myself right with God, now I have to make myself right with me.

At first it WILL be a lonely journey but you have to be alone to find yourself.

I can honestly say that I hold no animosity toward Gail at all. It was something that needed to happen for the both of us. I am just looking forward to my new friendship with her now that the pressure is off both of us.

Thank you all for being there for us with your prayers. I know God has something planned for me and I WILL see the light at the end of the tunnel. I see a flicker but eventually I will get to it.

This journey is NOT over by any means. Sure I am sure that there will be times that I will want to give up but I can’t.

I have a few things I want to accomplish before I leave this earth and this may just be the kick in the groin that I need to do it.

I will not be reading this over to proof so I hope that it makes sense.

I would like to still ask that you keep both Gail and I in your prayers and we take our different paths now.

Love,

Jim